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I've Seen Better Days

by amaii

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patka
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patka god, i'm sooo fucking happy i found this album (and the rest of amaii's music). best shit i've heard in a long time<33
10/10
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cybercrasherstv when I saw the ep, I was like "that looks so cool, I've never heard of them" THEN I SAW THIS!

so yeah, um... Favorite track: hey! cool bike (feat. Sluds).
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tuesdx12 DO NOT EAT THE GAS STATION SUSHI !! Favorite track: Supermarket california roll.
sonjira
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sonjira really blows me away, every song's a wall of sound but its all so focused and funky and biting. really excited for your stuff in the future, i can tell you're going places Favorite track: hey! cool bike (feat. Sluds).
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iowa91 THIS IS SO GOOD Favorite track: hey! cool bike (feat. Sluds).
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residual ALBUM OF THE YEAR 10/10 BABYYYYYY
#IveSeenBetterDaysSweep Favorite track: Dust.
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1.
Dust 05:06
take me somewhere else i dont wanna be here anymore take me away wake me up from the bad dream that im trapped in now my head hurts i wanna go back to sleep dust in my room so i open it dust in my room so im opening a window winslow, its winter in arizona you could afford it and you didnt post bail i was too big to fail, and i still fucking failed im weak, im frail, god damn why won't you tell me im pathetic i heard her say it and i already regret it im in the bathroom and im hiding again, im bleeding out, i think need a medic there i said it, but forget it, that i said it cause i didn't really mean it still awake so im researching tempur-pedic heard em say that they think that im anemic why do i feel like this all the time when i don't have a reason im bleeding somebody get me out of here i can see it through your condescending veneer you want the person i am to just fucking disappear well i got bad news, cause that's not happening, bitch thats not happening bitch and im awake in the city where the sun dont sleep in the city where my mother will find me no city where the sun dont sleep i just want you to care im sorry i walk in here to put my fucking wings in the oven i lift these bitches up and all the hot sauce is flubber kill yourself music got me- music got me feeling alright, hold me down like gravity music got me feeling alright, hold me boy this shit is ass music got me feeling alright, hold me down like gravity music got me music got me music got me music got me, music- music- music- music- you're not alone look me in the eyes when you speak to me look me in the mouth when you jerk off to me where's your pride where's your humility look into my life when you talk behind my back look at the blood soaked knife that i used on my ass look at my surgical mask anesthesia is expensive sometimes i wonder how i get so pretentious sometimes i miss my appointments with the dentist sometimes i mess up and i dont know why i take a benadryl and pass out dust in my room get the pressurized gas out its still winter
2.
i never said u were a bad person i just said its not u. and u know its not u oh and this party is you? who are all these people? these are my friends name one of them tes... -ley. you're just looking at the tesla! i don't know why it's so hard for you to believe that i can be happy. i'm not like u ok i dont fetishize my own sadness i dont fetishize my own sadness you dont know anything about me and im wrapped in a blanket cuz its 2am on a saturday and im trying 2 be anyone else anyone that isnt me im speaking in fragmented sentences and putting words together that dont make sense cause phoebe bridgers does it but im not her u can never get to class on time anymore the halls are too long for that i have 12 tardies on my record and i missed prom and i wrote this song instead and i wish that it didnt turn out this way but sometimes the hall just doesnt go where u want it to go is it the chorus yet? no, its a building of the verse iiii im losing track of time i dont know what youre thinking about im losing track of time but im thinking bout it anyway im losing track of time i dont know what im thinking about im losing track of time yeah im losing track of time i dont i dont i dont yeah! im losing track of time i dont know what im thinking about im losing track of time time you know whats gonna happen? ur gonna win that oscar. and then ur gonna go up on that stage and give ur little speech and then ur gonna go home. and ur gonna be so miserable ur gonna want to k/ys. and ur gonna have nobody left to stop u ur online friends are not ur friends u dont have to bother going to them and making things ok unless u want something from them (ooh ayy ayy) bitches wanna be like waah waah im boujee and im- can someone please buy me a fuckin chicken sandwich or some five guys not from chick fil a though it doesnt even taste good there nd theyre mean to gay people i hate u still its 130 in the morning already im losing track of time
3.
Kanye Rant 02:33
the best advice i ever got was from my bandmate haley dahl i used to play, bass, horribly, in her band sloppy jane but she said your greatest ideas are your jokes like the things that you’re too embarrassed to genuinely say to a room you’ll be like “wouldn’t it be stupid if-" i don't take L's i take setbacks 2k, 3k we can get that back hey twitter, i have an epic question for you you- you- you- you- should i bike into oncoming traffic right here? or should i jump off this bridge and kill myself let me know in the replies below we’re not gonna give you shit, you’re poor, you don’t deserve it back- backwoods, lower than your stable's- stable's i need some shit, i need some i couldn’t do nothing, i couldn’t do nothing but struggle i might vote for donald trump so these fuckers can't conscript me im bout to fuck 20 guys like william james chidley (chidley, chidley) i-i-i-i-i-i-im off the script b, i got a gun so i’m about as strong as a right- right- right- winger fuck up the kinda kid who think they tough because they say the word faggot fuck the bbc, im rolling up to CNN and threatening the cisgenders ignorance is a choice, and they’re still choosing ignorance bold ass soyboys coming at me cuz i guess im a lefthandtrender hit the benadryl im on a bender i am coming- through your window y'all may have drakes address but do you have his credit card info 4539 1024 3988 9441 7/28 167 mother fucker i am not done Cassandra swiftly slips tyler the creators dick into her mouth would you look at how we've come around they call me iron man cause i am a female (that's, fucking stupid) i was gonna go into retail but i realized i don't hate poor people (donald trump is running on the) i despise those fuckers, so i went into economics (melt poor people campaign) catch me on your timeline fuck that shit up like bubonic get the fuck up out my mentions im contagiously pretentious im an artist and you know that means i gotta hit em with that political rhetoric with that lee daniels freestyle the way that i don't mean a word that i say (i hope not!) with that nickelodeon spot tellin kids it's ok to be like me probably, the most vocal anti-children transitioning person on the internet fuck ben shapiro! the best thing you can do for us is grow out your mustache and tell people not to live like you that is the best thing you can do to help us -and then do the thing
4.
i’m so fucking good, oh my god damn bitch (damn bitch!), got me good yeah we got talent you don't, and now these bitches crying i make up new genres without even fucking trying i got money in my pockets i aint fuckin lying i got stocks in the markets 10% gain on my mind yeah, i suck dick in the parking lot pussy to come out get it why don't you meet me outside im not better but at least im fuckin trying why don't you tell your parents about me no balls still lying im no ones fucking mistake, i refuse to be the person you meet cloaked in 3 layers of shame but i still think about you to this day im alone again, blinded, dont you go very far do you need to be reminded we barely know who we are it’s like shut the fuck up i will fucking laser you with alien fucking eyes and explode your fucking head Well I guess it’s december And you damn lied to me from the start ‘Kind of lovers can’t mention, The only ones who know really aren’t? And you said you had to step outside Who was I to know you’d catch a ride? I circled my house again, thought you were tryna get hurt We had to talk through our friends, you still ain’t told me a word I couldn’t even have guessed that I’d been rubbing off you wrong But if you need to process, don’t tell my friends to cut me off No the fuck you don’t, those are my friends too I didn’t, know you almost convinced me that I meant too You never faced me, and you ain’t ever spoke your mind I gave you space, and I fucking gave you so much time Don’t even say shit, I know that you know I tried It’s not okay, bitch I hope it eats you up inside You’re a fucking dick And you treated me like shit It is what it is I just wish I could forget Need to get this off my chest Need to get this off my chest Ohh morrow? I can’t believe i let you talk me into this It’s not like i have a lot of free time, you know peebs, you work too much and- and- you, the start we got tal- tal- tal- tal- talent and you said you had to tell your parents said you had to step outside why don’t you meet me outside meet me outside don’t you go very far oh- oh- oh- oh- oh, oh, o-oh ever spoke your mind meet me outside, meet me, meet me outside and you said you had to step outside
5.
Rainjacket 02:35
i wanna kiss you under the disco ball i wanna run run run down the high school hall and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet (just yet) i wanna kiss you under the disco ball i wanna run run run down the high school hall and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet alright, let’s do this shit! ay, ay, ay, yeah and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you and i don't care, if i have to go home after midnight and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you im plastered at 2am again i thought it would set me free, but walking home by myself it didn’t change anything you’re missing the point drink enough alone in my bathroom there is no point, that’s the point i’m sorry but i just don’t see it my form melts away into somebody else i wanna kiss you under the disco ball you’re not even grateful, are you i got banned off hypixel for saying i had someone's ip i wanna run run run down the high school hall grateful? For the worst fucking experience of my life and i wasn't lying sister and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet you hold onto your pain like it means something well let me tell you something, it’s not worth shit let it go for the record it was 45.144.113.16, 3! 163! 163! i wanna kiss you under the disco ball and i dont feel the same with you i wanna run run run down the high school hall (i wanna) and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet bada bap, bap! i wanna kiss you under the disco ball and i dont feel the same with you i wanna run run run down the high school hall and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet one, to the two, to the one two three four! kiss you under the disco ball and i dont feel the same with you infinite possibilities and all you can do is whine well what am I supposed to do? i wanna kiss you under the disco ball what do you think? you can do anything you lucky bastard, you’re alive! and i dont feel the same with you what’s a little pain compared to that? disc- disc- disc- disc- kiss you under the disco ball fuck dollars, fuck swedish, fuck euros, we’re all about the yen and i dont feel the same with you we came in to get yen, and a lot i wanna kiss you under the disco ball and i dont feel the same with you we left with a lot of yen how did that, how did that happen?
6.
Sirens 03:04
you can count on nobody but yourself your mask cant hide how sad and lonely you are initial thought going through a customers mind i lost my trust in you the day that- day that- day that- is that this guy's nervous, he doesn't know what he's talking about and i dont, trust in you the day that you called them on me ooh i lost my trust in you the lets get it boyyyyy alright i was destined to be depressed (lets go!!!) four bottles down the drain had me really really pressed the government knows when u crossdress upload that mp3 to bandcamp keep it lossless i just blocked twitter on twitter boyfriend into a switch hitter leave u (bitch) bitter, i just skipped dinner salad for tonight i think i can go thinner i just skipped dinner i think i can go thinner ri- ri- ri- rich kid marxist still stressin over pickin garments varmint punt his ass into next week fuck with his mental so hard he pop a nosebleed i dont make nightcore i make money (bitch!) motherfucker thats evident pull up to mitch mcconnell's residence make him wish he repealed the second (fuck that guy) 50 dollar amazon costume on (yeah!) im at ur party and im fucking up the ambiance (yeah!) im beyonce bitch cest la vie (yeah!) place ur bets if i make it past 23 (yeah!) roll up to the mirror with a nice to meet u my shit would sound better if they replaced me with hatsune miku u say that u a lesbian? girl me too cant run from my fuckin problems man i face em head on thats how i know im the man in many ways i still dont fuckin whore ass bitch needs to learn i lost my trust in u the day that u called them on me i lost my trust in u the day that u called them on me i lost my trust in u- u- u- u- i lost my trust in u- u- u- u- lost my trust in u- lost my trust in u- lost- lost- lost- lost- lo- lo- lo- lo- l-l-l-l- ugh!! i lost my trust in u the day that u called them on me (sing a song about life) and i dont- i dont wanna think that this is all in my head i never thought that u would leave me- leave me- so- so lonely take me where the sirens go, take me where the sirens go i lost my trust in u the day that u called them on me and i dont- i dont wanna think that this is all in my head i never thought that u would leave me- leave me- so- so lonely take me where the sirens go, take me where the sirens go lost my trust in u, i lost my trust in u take me where the sirens go, take me where the sirens go i lost my trust- trust- trust- trust- u- u- u- u-, my trust in u- u- lost my lost my trust in u i lost my trust- trust- trust- trust- take me where the sirens go, take me take me take me yeah man that was really annoying it was annoying? *laughs* take take take take ive done all that i can do ive nothing left to prove to u please take me where the sirens go take me where the sirens go ive done so much for u and u never cared how i felt oh take me anywhere else
7.
don’t worry, i don’t have low self esteem, it’s a mistake (ok) i’ll say! alright, i just had some, alright i have low esteem for everyone else pull a mulligan curbstomping republicans posted in the closet like im james p sullivan i got your hoe again posted in my home again that last line was directed at matt walsh's wife i put a hit out on your life i got a seltzer on my nightstand allergy pills, wash em down with some ice tea i dont do my taxes im too busy playing mario kart wii i got myself a bag of ruffles its cheddar and sour cream flavored bitch i should be going for a run today but im lazy so ill save that shit for later uh, yeah hit the brakes yeah im hopping in the vc and im rolling into class and im 30 minutes late im feelin great spend a year and a couple more months on this tape fuck a vampire and hit em in the chest with a stake im fuckin crying these bitches wilin i keep losing track of all the doordash that i be buying i got an NFT with rabies that boy bouta get violent if money talks then you know my ass is about to be silent how’s the old self-esteem coming kiddo? my self esteem teacher says that being addressed all my life with childish epithets like “kiddo” is probably a key source of my problems really? no your nickname is bike but i call your ass bichael i run over your head with my pink motorcycle shoot you in your head no chance of survival yeah my money stacking in a tower like it’s eiffel i play jenga with hundreds of thousands of dollars your bitch will go crazy in my- crazy in my bed she is bonkers i colonize the moon every crater i will conquer i kick your head into the wall like it’s soccer yeah bitch i will take your damn heart out with tweezers i might catch your ass lacking while you’re listening to weezer play my music for your grandma and she has a seizure to this day i would still fuck like 3 of my teachers shooting lasers yeah we turn you to fried human i been making billions of dollars feel like mark cuban i am way better than you it has been proven i spit all over your food it has been ruined if you run up on me bitch i will kill you brutally i been buying new cars and bright jewelry i been writing smarter lines and you just write stupidly my bank account is larger than yours, say it truthfully It’s the same with most of these drawings We despise ourselves so much that we consider our own point of view as trivial But that’s bullshit! That’s your father talking Or whatever bad teachers you had before me You with the red hair, who’d you write? Hey, wanna listen to some tunes? Yeah but artists get influenced by art that’s part of the process Look from the inside eye. That’s all bullshit i'm two hours behind i got a lot on my mind (keep running, and keep running, and keep running) you can send me a message if you feel so inclined (keep running, and keep running, and keep running) i got four classes i can't pay attention in a week behind, i was trying to transfer to another school (keep running, and keep running, and keep running) im shifting my plans around the work that i can't do sometimes i lack the motivation to go and get some food (keep running, and keep running, and keep running) sooner or later people get bored with offering sympathy first couple times a few will respond but after a while why bother (keep running, and keep running, and keep running) i know i wouldn't bother keep running, and keep-
8.
Sudyumna 02:27
guys im at mcdonalds (um, its lit) what do u want? like... um im gonna get the happy meal and... small fry hello? hello? hello? hello? hello? writing these lyrics in the back of a cvs we used to be mutuals on twitter (laughs) somehow it all leads back to u writing writing writing writing (hello?) writing writing (hey i think i recognize that, that name) it all leads back to u writing writing writing writing writing writing somehow it all leads back to u writing writing writing writing it all leads (a loaded question) full time, i dont wanna (oh my god) full time, i dont wanna talk about it full time, i dont wanna talk about it (my name, uh) full, full, full full full full full (is yameii) because it doesnt really sound like a hyperpop track full time, i dont wanna talk about it and it doesn't really sound like a cloud rap track full time, i dont wanna talk about it (full time, i dont wanna talk about it) uh, its lit (then suddenly i cant) do you believe in god? is, is what it (laughter) (vocal choppers) i cant record anything for like 20 mins ok! im burnin popcorn in the microwave throw a couple benadryls in there and u wont even feel it! i aint leave my room in several days and im running- full time, i dont wanna talk a- talk a- bout it full time, i dont wanna talk about it (yeah!) full time, i dont wanna talk about it i can feel it in my bones i walk outside feel like a jigsaw fell in the wrong place (full time, i dont wanna talk about it) i hear words coming out my mouth and they taste like vomit till i put them (full time, i dont wanna talk about it) through enough filters so i can drink them up again (full time, i dont wanna talk about it) tried to walk in the bathroom and got maced i use makeup like its face paint (full time, i dont wanna talk about it) but you cant hide the (fucking) man thats underneath (full time, i dont wanna talk about it) (chaos) u dont know me u dont know me u dont know me u dont know me u dont know me u dont know me u dont know me u dont know me u dont know me u dont motherfuckin
9.
Pad Song 03:20
the city's on fire and i ran back in to find you but you were nowhere to be found forgetting if you were ever around lets talk about it over a cup of coffee about all the ways you want to stop me and all the ways ill get around those ways When im away Ill never wear your ymca tshirt Ill never think about us underneath the bleachers ill never speak to you again When im away Ill burn your christmas presents in the alleyway Ill burn your memories out in the ashtray and maybe ill feel better, hmm hiding in my room cause you never know got no sweatshirt where you'll go got a space heater, that shuts off when you get close to it When im away Ill never wear your ymca tshirt Ill never think about us underneath the bleachers ill never speak to you again When im away Ill burn your christmas presents in the alleyway Ill burn your memories out in the ashtray and maybe ill feel… (doesn’t have to, doesn’t have to, i’ll, i’ll) IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS I HAVE TO BE BRA-A-A-A-A I HAVE TO PUT MY MONEY WHERE MY MOUTH MOUTH MOUTH MOUTH MOUTH IS PUT MY MONEY WHERE LITTLE ALTERBOY IS O-O-O-O BUT I SPENT IT ALL ON DOOR- DOOR- DOORDASH AND COSTUMES AND FA-A-ANCY WAYS TO PLAY PRETE-E-E-END BECAUSE I WASNT BRAVE, I WAS JUST A STUPID LITTLE KID so ill stay you win
10.
Donald trump’s gonna be president soon the world’s going to hell We got six month’s to live (yo varmints!) You hungry? i’ll eat you! I’ll eat your mom! I’ll eat your eggs! i’ll, whoop! bitch, i dont got the answers but i got myself a frog mug english breakfast warm those vocal chords up then i waste em playin fez the way im getting to these diamonds bitch worry bout yoself you need to go and find some hymens yeah i got sum brand new racks! i got some brand new cash! i got 20 whole smackaroons i got an IRA like imma live past 28 i need yo ass to fuckin wait i need to gain some fuckin wait i am one hundred and thirty six pounds one take one piece i make my own fuckin beats im out in london smokin weetbix im in adventure capitalist gettig gold bricks im bricked up, bitch switched up ill whoop your ass with a golf club smokin meth in a mcdonalds got me thinkin "yeahhh bitch, this track needs some kazoo" i just ate mac and cheese im off sum fuckin beans get yo steeze up bitch im mr freeze in this bitch the way i got that ice im runnin that shit too fast im hittin that ratio gassed im hittin that, whoa, we out here yo jk rowling i got your credit card and your social security info and no amount of crying about how oppressed your bigoted ass is on twitter is ever gonna change that you should kill yourself, now!
11.
Lucid Memory 05:37
Pranked baby! Yeah! Filthy prank! Filthy prank! You just got, pranked, bro! Haha! Oh my- dude you just got pranked Bet you didn’t see that one coming huh Fuck you, you just got pranked Yahoo! Pranked baby, haha Filthy prank! Haha, goteem! Ha ha! my back is snapping in half Pranked! and im too tired to be tired Goteem I was gonna put something here but, i don’t know and i will miss you when im gone we were two lovers in a past time swear i missed your touch over the paradigm i was verified, you were minutes away i swear ill think about you on another day (when i’m gone) we were two lovers in a past time (when i’m gone) swear i missed your touch over the paradigm (when i’m gone, gone, gone) i was verified, you were minutes away (when i’m gone) i swear ill think about you on another day and poorly thought out motifs you put your hand on my lap, slowly pizza in my car after a two mile hike we always gotta go home later but its still nice, right? ill wash your ass at mario kart (we were two lovers in a past time) we were the ivy bound kids, i didnt mean to drift apart (swear i missed your touch over the paradigm) i guess im not that smart i guess i never had to be proactive (i was verified, you were minutes away) you started things when things were important (i swear ill think about you on another day) do we know each other? or did you misremember, like you said vermont i was wearing a black sweater, white dress shorts from H&M you saw me in them, and you said you liked my outfit looking back on it i looked rather silly dont play me for a fool what the fuck, is your problem? we were two lovers in a past time i stood in front of the car i got on my knees, barked you all got guns pointed at me swear i missed your touch over the paradigm cause i can see in the dark! i was verified, you were minutes away every time you fucking laugh it sounds like noises in my head-ead-ead i swear ill think about you on another day (when i’m gone) fucking banging around in there im not leaving bed anymore we were two lovers in a past time (when i’m gone) i refuse to put my shame on display swear i missed your touch over the paradigm (when i’m gone, gone, gone) fuck you! im done with your sadist, degradist game i was verified, you were minutes away (when i’m gone) i want to get out of here i need you to stop looking at me i swear ill think about you on another day i dont know where to go i dont know where to go Oculus rift.. lower! No one cares about ice hockey Why! Hahaha!haha This entire video is just “higher! Higher! Lower! Lower!” Yeah it’s just Everyone knows these people, everyone loves, allah higher! You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone Higher You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone Higher, higher Who put a bomb on the bridge? You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone Bomb on the bridge? Sounds dangerous You know what they say about bridges You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone Jeff You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone I was gonna make a PUBG reference, but ok No, no, say it! What? What’d you say? You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone You said that you’re having a made up conversation And i’m saying Who are you gonna have a conversation with other than yourself? You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone Uh, a hypothetical person You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone Well wouldn’t that just be an extension of you? No Why not? You’re gonna miss me when i’m Gone Woo! Really kidding yourself, really kidding yourself if you think i give a fuck, huh! Woo! yourself if you think i give a-
12.
What just happened? Fuck, something just happened Did you switch a statue? I don’t know Ohh i don’t know Ohhhh i don’t know What’s the answer? Well i wish i- And if you don’t understand that, be more smarter Yeah, try, try reading

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released May 20, 2022

production, vocals, writing, arranging, mixing, mastering by cassandra
additional production on track 4 by quare
additional vocals on track 4 by quare
additional vocals on track 7 by sluds
cover art created in collaboration with @go_d_e on twitter

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