1. |
Dust
05:06
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take me somewhere else
i dont wanna be here anymore
take me away
wake me up
from the bad dream that im trapped in
now my head hurts
i wanna go back to sleep
dust in my room so i open it
dust in my room so im opening a window
winslow, its winter in arizona
you could afford it and you didnt post bail
i was too big to fail, and i still fucking failed
im weak, im frail, god damn why won't you tell me im pathetic
i heard her say it and i already regret it
im in the bathroom and im hiding again, im bleeding out, i think need a medic
there i said it, but forget it, that i said it cause i didn't really mean it
still awake so im researching tempur-pedic
heard em say that they think that im anemic
why do i feel like this all the time when i don't have a reason
im bleeding
somebody get me out of here
i can see it through your condescending veneer
you want the person i am to just fucking disappear
well i got bad news, cause that's not happening, bitch
thats not happening
bitch
and im awake
in the city where the sun dont sleep
in the city where my mother will find me
no city where the sun dont sleep
i just want you to care
im sorry
i walk in here to put my fucking wings in the oven
i lift these bitches up
and all the hot sauce is flubber
kill yourself
music got me-
music got me feeling alright, hold me down like gravity
music got me feeling alright, hold me
boy this shit is ass
music got me feeling alright, hold me down like gravity
music got me
music got me
music got me
music got me, music- music- music- music-
you're not alone
look me in the eyes when you speak to me
look me in the mouth when you jerk off to me
where's your pride
where's your humility
look into my life when you talk behind my back
look at the blood soaked knife that i used on my ass
look at my surgical mask
anesthesia is expensive
sometimes i wonder how i get so pretentious
sometimes i miss my appointments with the dentist
sometimes i mess up and i dont know why
i take a benadryl and pass out
dust in my room get the pressurized gas out
its still winter
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2. |
I'm Losing Track of Time
03:08
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i never said u were a bad person i just said its not u. and u know its not u
oh and this party is you? who are all these people?
these are my friends
name one of them
tes... -ley.
you're just looking at the tesla!
i don't know why it's so hard for you to believe that i can be happy. i'm not like u ok i dont fetishize my own sadness
i dont fetishize my own sadness
you dont know anything about me
and im wrapped in a blanket
cuz its 2am on a saturday
and im trying 2 be anyone else
anyone that isnt me
im speaking in fragmented sentences
and putting words together that dont make sense
cause phoebe bridgers does it
but im not her
u can never get to class on time anymore
the halls are too long for that
i have 12 tardies on my record
and i missed prom
and i wrote this song instead and i wish that it didnt turn out this way but sometimes the hall just doesnt go where u want it to go
is it the chorus yet?
no, its a building of the verse
iiii
im losing track of time
i dont know what youre thinking about
im losing track of time
but im thinking bout it anyway
im losing track of time
i dont know what im thinking about
im losing track of time
yeah
im losing track of time
i dont i dont i dont
yeah!
im losing track of time
i dont know what im thinking about
im losing track of time
time
you know whats gonna happen? ur gonna win that oscar. and then ur gonna go up on that stage and give ur little speech and then ur gonna go home. and ur gonna be so miserable ur gonna want to k/ys. and ur gonna have nobody left to stop u
ur online friends are not ur friends
u dont have to bother going to them and making things ok unless u want something from them (ooh ayy ayy)
bitches wanna be like waah waah im boujee and im-
can someone please buy me a fuckin
chicken sandwich
or some five guys
not from chick fil a though it doesnt even taste good there nd theyre mean to gay people
i hate u still
its 130 in the morning already
im losing track of time
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3. |
Kanye Rant
02:33
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the best advice i ever got
was from my bandmate haley dahl
i used to play, bass, horribly, in her band sloppy jane
but she said
your greatest ideas are your jokes
like the things that you’re too embarrassed to genuinely say to a room
you’ll be like “wouldn’t it be stupid if-"
i don't take L's i take setbacks
2k, 3k we can get that back
hey twitter, i have an epic question for you
you- you- you- you-
should i bike into oncoming traffic
right here?
or should i jump off this bridge and kill myself
let me know in the replies below
we’re not gonna give you shit, you’re poor, you don’t deserve it
back- backwoods, lower than your stable's- stable's
i need some shit, i need some
i couldn’t do nothing, i couldn’t do nothing but struggle
i might vote for donald trump so these fuckers can't conscript me
im bout to fuck 20 guys like william james chidley (chidley, chidley)
i-i-i-i-i-i-im off the script b, i got a gun so i’m about as strong as a right- right- right- winger
fuck up the kinda kid who think they tough because they say the word faggot
fuck the bbc, im rolling up to CNN and threatening the cisgenders
ignorance is a choice, and they’re still choosing ignorance
bold ass soyboys coming at me cuz i guess im a lefthandtrender
hit the benadryl im on a bender i am coming- through your window
y'all may have drakes address but do you have his credit card info
4539 1024 3988 9441
7/28 167 mother fucker i am not done
Cassandra swiftly slips tyler the creators dick into her mouth
would you look at how we've come around
they call me iron man cause i am a female (that's, fucking stupid)
i was gonna go into retail but i realized i don't hate poor people (donald trump is running on the)
i despise those fuckers, so i went into economics (melt poor people campaign)
catch me on your timeline fuck that shit up like bubonic
get the fuck up out my mentions
im contagiously pretentious
im an artist and you know that means i gotta hit em with that political rhetoric
with that lee daniels freestyle the way that i don't mean a word that i say (i hope not!)
with that nickelodeon spot tellin kids it's ok to be like me
probably, the most vocal anti-children transitioning person on the internet
fuck ben shapiro!
the best thing you can do for us is grow out your mustache
and tell people not to live like you
that is the best thing you can do to help us
-and then do the thing
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4. |
Outside (with Quare)
03:27
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i’m so fucking good, oh my god
damn bitch (damn bitch!), got me
good
yeah
we got talent you don't, and now these bitches crying
i make up new genres without even fucking trying
i got money in my pockets i aint fuckin lying
i got stocks in the markets 10% gain on my mind
yeah, i suck dick in the parking lot
pussy to come out get it why don't you meet me outside
im not better but at least im fuckin trying
why don't you tell your parents about me no balls still lying
im no ones fucking mistake, i refuse to be the person you meet cloaked in 3 layers of shame
but i still think about you to this day
im alone again, blinded, dont you go very far
do you need to be reminded we barely know who we are
it’s like shut the fuck up i will fucking laser you
with alien fucking eyes and explode your fucking head
Well I guess it’s december
And you damn lied to me from the start
‘Kind of lovers can’t mention,
The only ones who know really aren’t?
And you said you had to step outside
Who was I to know you’d catch a ride?
I circled my house again, thought you were tryna get hurt
We had to talk through our friends, you still ain’t told me a word
I couldn’t even have guessed that I’d been rubbing off you wrong
But if you need to process, don’t tell my friends to cut me off
No the fuck you don’t, those are my friends too
I didn’t, know you almost convinced me that I meant too
You never faced me, and you ain’t ever spoke your mind
I gave you space, and I fucking gave you so much time
Don’t even say shit, I know that you know I tried
It’s not okay, bitch I hope it eats you up inside
You’re a fucking dick
And you treated me like shit
It is what it is
I just wish I could forget
Need to get this off my chest
Need to get this off my chest
Ohh
morrow?
I can’t believe i let you talk me into this
It’s not like i have a lot of free time, you know
peebs, you work too much
and- and- you, the start
we got tal- tal- tal- tal- talent
and you said you had to
tell your parents
said you had to step outside
why don’t you meet me outside
meet me outside
don’t you go very far
oh- oh- oh- oh- oh, oh, o-oh
ever spoke your mind
meet me outside, meet me, meet me outside
and you said you had to step outside
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5. |
Rainjacket
02:35
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i wanna kiss you under the disco ball
i wanna run run run down the high school hall
and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet (just yet)
i wanna kiss you under the disco ball
i wanna run run run down the high school hall
and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet
alright, let’s do this shit!
ay, ay, ay, yeah
and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you
and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you
and i don't care, if i have to go home after midnight
and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you
im plastered at 2am again
i thought it would set me free, but
walking home by myself
it didn’t change anything
you’re missing the point
drink enough alone in my bathroom
there is no point, that’s the point
i’m sorry but i just don’t see it
my form melts away into somebody else
i wanna kiss you under the disco ball
you’re not even grateful, are you
i got banned off hypixel for saying i had someone's ip
i wanna run run run down the high school hall
grateful? For the worst fucking experience of my life
and i wasn't lying sister
and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet
you hold onto your pain like it means something
well let me tell you something, it’s not worth shit
let it go
for the record it was 45.144.113.16, 3! 163! 163!
i wanna kiss you under the disco ball
and i dont feel the same with you
i wanna run run run down the high school hall (i wanna)
and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you
and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet
bada bap, bap!
i wanna kiss you under the disco ball
and i dont feel the same with you
i wanna run run run down the high school hall
and i dont feel the same, and i dont feel the same with you
and i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont wanna go home just yet
one, to the two, to the one two three four!
kiss you under the disco ball
and i dont feel the same with you
infinite possibilities and all you can do is whine
well what am I supposed to do?
i wanna kiss you under the disco ball
what do you think?
you can do anything you lucky bastard, you’re alive!
and i dont feel the same with you
what’s a little pain compared to that?
disc- disc- disc- disc-
kiss you under the disco ball
fuck dollars, fuck swedish, fuck euros, we’re all about the yen
and i dont feel the same with you
we came in to get yen, and a lot
i wanna kiss you under the disco ball
and i dont feel the same with you
we left with a lot of yen
how did that, how did that happen?
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6. |
Sirens
03:04
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you can count on nobody but yourself
your mask cant hide how sad and lonely you are
initial thought going through a customers mind
i lost my trust in you the day that- day that- day that-
is that this guy's nervous, he doesn't know what he's talking about
and i dont, trust in you the day that you
called them on me
ooh
i lost my trust in you the
lets get it boyyyyy
alright
i was destined to be depressed (lets go!!!)
four bottles down the drain had me really really pressed
the government knows when u crossdress
upload that mp3 to bandcamp keep it lossless
i just blocked twitter on twitter
boyfriend into a switch hitter
leave u
(bitch)
bitter, i just skipped dinner
salad for tonight i think i can go thinner
i just skipped dinner i think i can go thinner
ri- ri- ri- rich kid marxist
still stressin over pickin garments
varmint
punt his ass into next week
fuck with his mental so hard he pop a nosebleed
i dont make nightcore i make money (bitch!)
motherfucker thats evident
pull up to mitch mcconnell's residence
make him wish he repealed the second (fuck that guy)
50 dollar amazon costume on (yeah!)
im at ur party and im fucking up the ambiance (yeah!)
im beyonce
bitch cest la vie (yeah!)
place ur bets if i make it past 23 (yeah!)
roll up to the mirror with a nice to meet u
my shit would sound better if they replaced me with hatsune miku
u say that u a lesbian?
girl me too
cant run from my fuckin problems man i face em head on
thats how i know im the man
in many ways i still dont
fuckin whore ass bitch needs to learn
i lost my trust in u the day that u called them on me
i lost my trust in u the day that u called them on me
i lost my trust in u- u- u- u-
i lost my trust in u- u- u- u-
lost my trust in u-
lost my trust in u-
lost- lost- lost- lost- lo- lo- lo- lo- l-l-l-l-
ugh!!
i lost my trust in u the day that u called them on me (sing a song about life)
and i dont- i dont wanna think that this is all in my head
i never thought that u would leave me- leave me- so- so lonely
take me where the sirens go, take me where the sirens go
i lost my trust in u the day that u called them on me
and i dont- i dont wanna think that this is all in my head
i never thought that u would leave me- leave me- so- so lonely
take me where the sirens go, take me where the sirens go
lost my trust in u, i lost my trust in u
take me where the sirens go, take me where the sirens go
i lost my trust- trust- trust- trust- u- u- u- u-, my trust in u- u-
lost my lost my trust in u i lost my trust- trust- trust- trust-
take me where the sirens go, take me take me take me
yeah man
that was really annoying
it was annoying?
*laughs*
take take take take
ive done all that i can do
ive nothing left to prove to u
please take me where the sirens go
take me where the sirens go
ive done so much for u
and u never cared how i felt
oh take me anywhere else
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7. |
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don’t worry, i don’t have low self esteem, it’s a mistake (ok)
i’ll say!
alright, i just had some, alright
i have low esteem for everyone else
pull a mulligan
curbstomping republicans
posted in the closet like im james p sullivan
i got your hoe again
posted in my home again
that last line was directed at matt walsh's wife
i put a hit out on your life
i got a seltzer on my nightstand
allergy pills, wash em down with some ice tea
i dont do my taxes im too busy playing mario kart wii
i got myself a bag of ruffles
its cheddar and sour cream flavored
bitch i should be going for a run today
but im lazy so ill save that shit for later
uh, yeah
hit the brakes
yeah im hopping in the vc and im
rolling into class and im 30 minutes late
im feelin great
spend a year and a couple more months on this tape
fuck a vampire and hit em in the chest with a stake
im fuckin crying
these bitches wilin
i keep losing track of all the doordash that i be buying
i got an NFT with rabies that boy bouta get violent
if money talks then you know my ass is about to be silent
how’s the old self-esteem coming kiddo?
my self esteem teacher says that being addressed all my life with childish epithets like “kiddo” is probably a key source of my problems
really?
no
your nickname is bike but i call your ass bichael
i run over your head with my pink motorcycle
shoot you in your head no chance of survival
yeah my money stacking in a tower like it’s eiffel
i play jenga with hundreds of thousands of dollars
your bitch will go crazy in my- crazy in my bed she is bonkers
i colonize the moon every crater i will conquer
i kick your head into the wall like it’s soccer
yeah bitch i will take your damn heart out with tweezers
i might catch your ass lacking while you’re listening to weezer
play my music for your grandma and she has a seizure
to this day i would still fuck like 3 of my teachers
shooting lasers yeah we turn you to fried human
i been making billions of dollars feel like mark cuban
i am way better than you it has been proven
i spit all over your food it has been ruined
if you run up on me bitch i will kill you brutally
i been buying new cars and bright jewelry
i been writing smarter lines and you just write stupidly
my bank account is larger than yours, say it truthfully
It’s the same with most of these drawings
We despise ourselves so much that we consider our own point of view as trivial
But that’s bullshit!
That’s your father talking
Or whatever bad teachers you had before me
You with the red hair, who’d you write?
Hey, wanna listen to some tunes?
Yeah but artists get influenced by art that’s part of the process
Look from the inside eye. That’s all bullshit
i'm two hours behind
i got a lot on my mind (keep running, and keep running, and keep running)
you can send me a message
if you feel so inclined (keep running, and keep running, and keep running)
i got
four classes i can't pay attention in
a week behind, i was trying to transfer to another school (keep running, and keep running, and keep running)
im shifting my plans around the work that i can't do
sometimes i lack the motivation to go and get some food (keep running, and keep running, and keep running)
sooner or later people get bored with offering sympathy
first couple times a few will respond but after a while why bother (keep running, and keep running, and keep running)
i know i wouldn't bother
keep running, and keep-
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8. |
Sudyumna
02:27
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guys
im at mcdonalds
(um, its lit)
what do u want?
like...
um
im gonna get the happy meal
and...
small fry
hello?
hello? hello? hello? hello?
writing these lyrics in the back of a cvs
we used to be mutuals on twitter (laughs)
somehow it all leads back to u
writing writing writing writing (hello?)
writing writing (hey i think i recognize that, that name)
it all leads back to u
writing writing writing writing writing writing
somehow it all leads back to u
writing writing writing writing
it all leads
(a loaded question)
full time, i dont wanna (oh my god)
full time, i dont wanna talk about it
full time, i dont wanna talk about it (my name, uh)
full, full, full full full full full (is yameii)
because it doesnt really sound like a hyperpop track
full time, i dont wanna talk about it
and it doesn't really sound like a cloud rap track
full time, i dont wanna talk about it (full time, i dont wanna talk about it)
uh, its lit
(then suddenly i cant)
do you believe in god?
is, is what it (laughter)
(vocal choppers)
i cant record anything for like 20 mins
ok!
im burnin popcorn in the microwave
throw a couple benadryls in there and u wont even feel it!
i aint leave my room in several days
and im running-
full time, i dont wanna talk a- talk a-
bout it
full time, i dont wanna talk about it (yeah!)
full time, i dont wanna talk about it
i can feel it in my bones
i walk outside feel like a jigsaw fell in the wrong place (full time, i dont wanna talk about it)
i hear words coming out my mouth and they taste like vomit till i put them (full time, i dont wanna talk about it)
through enough filters so i can drink them up again (full time, i dont wanna talk about it)
tried to walk in the bathroom and got maced
i use makeup like its face paint (full time, i dont wanna talk about it)
but you cant hide the (fucking) man thats underneath (full time, i dont wanna talk about it)
(chaos)
u dont know me
u dont know me
u dont know me
u dont know me
u dont know me
u dont know me
u dont know me
u dont know me
u dont know me
u dont motherfuckin
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9. |
Pad Song
03:20
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the city's on fire
and i ran back in to find you
but you were nowhere to be found
forgetting if you were ever around
lets talk about it over a cup of coffee
about all the ways you want to stop me
and all the ways ill get around those ways
When im away
Ill never wear your ymca tshirt
Ill never think about us underneath the bleachers
ill never speak to you again
When im away
Ill burn your christmas presents in the alleyway
Ill burn your memories out in the ashtray
and maybe ill feel better, hmm
hiding in my room cause you never know
got no sweatshirt where you'll go
got a space heater, that shuts off when you get close to it
When im away
Ill never wear your ymca tshirt
Ill never think about us underneath the bleachers
ill never speak to you again
When im away
Ill burn your christmas presents in the alleyway
Ill burn your memories out in the ashtray
and maybe ill feel… (doesn’t have to, doesn’t have to, i’ll, i’ll)
IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS
I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS
I HAVE TO BE BRA-A-A-A-A
I HAVE TO PUT MY MONEY WHERE MY MOUTH MOUTH MOUTH MOUTH MOUTH IS
PUT MY MONEY WHERE LITTLE ALTERBOY IS
O-O-O-O
BUT I SPENT IT ALL ON DOOR- DOOR- DOORDASH
AND COSTUMES AND FA-A-ANCY WAYS TO PLAY PRETE-E-E-END
BECAUSE I WASNT BRAVE, I WAS JUST A STUPID LITTLE KID
so ill stay
you win
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10. |
keep it down!
01:48
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Donald trump’s gonna be president soon the world’s going to hell
We got six month’s to live (yo varmints!)
You hungry?
i’ll eat you! I’ll eat your mom! I’ll eat your eggs! i’ll, whoop!
bitch, i dont got the answers but i got myself a frog mug
english breakfast warm those vocal chords up then i waste em
playin fez the way im getting to these diamonds
bitch worry bout yoself you need to go and find some hymens
yeah
i got sum brand new racks!
i got some brand new cash!
i got 20 whole smackaroons
i got an IRA
like imma live past 28
i need yo ass to fuckin wait
i need to gain some fuckin wait
i am one hundred and thirty six pounds
one take
one piece
i make my own fuckin beats
im out in london smokin weetbix
im in adventure capitalist gettig gold bricks
im bricked up, bitch switched up
ill whoop your ass with a golf club
smokin meth in a mcdonalds
got me thinkin "yeahhh bitch, this track needs some kazoo"
i just ate mac and cheese
im off sum fuckin beans
get yo steeze up bitch
im mr freeze in this bitch
the way i got that ice
im runnin that shit too fast
im hittin that ratio gassed
im hittin that, whoa, we out here
yo jk rowling
i got your credit card
and your social security info
and no amount of crying about how oppressed your bigoted ass is on twitter is ever gonna change that
you should kill yourself, now!
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11. |
Lucid Memory
05:37
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Pranked baby!
Yeah!
Filthy prank!
Filthy prank!
You just got, pranked, bro!
Haha!
Oh my- dude you just got pranked
Bet you didn’t see that one coming huh
Fuck you, you just got pranked
Yahoo!
Pranked baby, haha
Filthy prank!
Haha, goteem!
Ha ha!
my back is snapping in half
Pranked!
and im too tired to be tired
Goteem
I was gonna put something here but, i don’t know
and i will miss you
when im gone
we were two lovers in a past time
swear i missed your touch over the paradigm
i was verified, you were minutes away
i swear ill think about you on another day (when i’m gone)
we were two lovers in a past time (when i’m gone)
swear i missed your touch over the paradigm (when i’m gone, gone, gone)
i was verified, you were minutes away (when i’m gone)
i swear ill think about you on another day
and poorly thought out motifs
you put your hand on my lap, slowly
pizza in my car after a two mile hike
we always gotta go home later but its still nice, right?
ill wash your ass at mario kart (we were two lovers in a past time)
we were the ivy bound kids, i didnt mean to drift apart (swear i missed your touch over the paradigm)
i guess im not that smart
i guess i never had to be proactive (i was verified, you were minutes away)
you started things when things were important (i swear ill think about you on another day)
do we know each other? or did you misremember, like you said
vermont
i was wearing a black sweater, white dress shorts from H&M
you saw me in them, and you said you liked my outfit
looking back on it i looked rather silly
dont play me for a fool
what the fuck, is your problem?
we were two lovers in a past time
i stood in front of the car
i got on my knees, barked
you all got guns pointed at me
swear i missed your touch over the paradigm
cause i can see in the dark!
i was verified, you were minutes away
every time you fucking laugh it sounds like noises in my head-ead-ead
i swear ill think about you on another day (when i’m gone)
fucking banging around in there im not leaving bed anymore
we were two lovers in a past time (when i’m gone)
i refuse to put my shame on display
swear i missed your touch over the paradigm (when i’m gone, gone, gone)
fuck you! im done with your sadist, degradist game
i was verified, you were minutes away (when i’m gone)
i want to get out of here i need you to stop looking at me
i swear ill think about you on another day
i dont know where to go
i dont know where to go
Oculus rift.. lower!
No one cares about ice hockey
Why!
Hahaha!haha
This entire video is just “higher! Higher! Lower! Lower!”
Yeah it’s just
Everyone knows these people, everyone loves, allah
higher!
You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone
Higher
You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone
Higher, higher
Who put a bomb on the bridge?
You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone
Bomb on the bridge? Sounds dangerous
You know what they say about bridges
You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone
Jeff
You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone
I was gonna make a PUBG reference, but ok
No, no, say it!
What? What’d you say?
You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone
You said that you’re having a made up conversation
And i’m saying
Who are you gonna have a conversation with other than yourself?
You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone
Uh, a hypothetical person
You’re gonna miss me when i’m gone
Well wouldn’t that just be an extension of you?
No
Why not?
You’re gonna miss me when i’m
Gone
Woo!
Really kidding yourself, really kidding yourself if you think i give a fuck, huh!
Woo!
yourself if you think i give a-
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12. |
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What just happened?
Fuck, something just happened
Did you switch a statue?
I don’t know
Ohh i don’t know
Ohhhh i don’t know
What’s the answer?
Well i wish i-
And if you don’t understand that, be more smarter
Yeah, try, try reading
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